I don't know what.

This is the month of resurrection right?

It is time that this old blog be dusted off and blogged in again. I can't help but hum Aaliyah right now.... "You can dust yourself off and blog again, dust yourself off and blog again." So motivational. Also her name looks more like my typical Words with Friends tile selection than a real name. But at least the Y and H are three points each so they could be useful. Nerd out? Hell yes, nerding out. I love WWF!

So yes. It has been quite some time since my last entry. My blog title is out of date. My last blog post was about being jobless and living in Muskogee with my parents. And that picture is from 2008. My name is still Camille though. I still love/hate nutella. And if you didn't know me when I used to blog or even knew that I used to blog, then you are in for a real treat because.. I love getting to ramble on this free limitless-character forum! Also I love quotation marks for things that don't really need it, weird side thought comments added in parenthesis (PEMDAS!) and alluding to inside jokes with myself. (Wine refill here). No seriously, you might want to as well.

It took me a while to get here. Not poetically, as in 'get here in life', but to this webpage today. I lost my computer somewhere around a year ago. This was about the point that I lost touch with technology. I still had/have my iPhone so I remained connected to human beings but frivolous luxuries such as blogs did not make the cut. There is a part of me that wishes I was kidding about losing a computer but I seriously still have no idea where the damn thing is. If you ever had a hermit crab growing up (or as an odd lonely, adult) then you know how they can just disappear unexpectedly and later on you realize it and think "My god! Did I unknowingly release that thing into the wild? Was it ready? Will it come back?" Computers are the same way if you aren't tending to them on a regular basis or caring for them at all really. (This may be a bad example but lately I have been thinking about our family hermit crab that ran away (scurried away?) and is still MIA to this day. My parents want to move houses but THEY CAN'T because our beloved hermit crab is still on the lam!) It also took me awhile to get here because I couldnt remember my blog name and then couldn't remember my password. My blog has really suffered from serious neglect these past two years, but I am here typing and resurrecting. And we really should find that hermit crab.

So that's the backstory. Now why is it that I blog? Well I am awful at journaling. I get really anxious about writing something dumb in ink (which lasts forever) but also anxious about writing something amazing in pencil (which doesn't last forever) and then I get super critical about my penmanship and can't continue. I am 13 years old if you guys didnt know. This is all happening in my Lisa Frank limited edition kitty kat journal. Again I wish I was kidding. But you know what? Journals don't last forever. The internet lasts forever. Will the internet get accidentally tossed into a box labeled "give away"? Or turn to ashes in a house fire? Or scurry away from it's cage? No, no and no. The internet is the perfect place for housing my weird incoherent ramblings. Except if I say something too dumb and it gets all retweeted and shit and I look like some Fox news correspondent. No offense, Fox news lovers. Just kidding, much offense intended. "Just because something makes you feel uncomfortable, doesn't mean it has to change!" (Heavy wine refill here).

I dont know where I was going with all this. Anyway, I guess now that the blog has been sufficiently dusted off, I can update on a life after Spain. Not that exciting. Don't get excited. Seriously don't. But I did go back and visit last October. I could retouch on that experience. Pubic transportation, 2 euro wine, socialism oh my!

Love you beaches.
Camille